Running and Stuff

Well, since I have no friends in this god awful state that was once (and I'm truly puzzled by this) mistaken for heaven, and there are NO jobs, my life has been a fuzzy haze of days and nights of waking up, doing whatever my mother wants me to do (mainly odd fix-it jobs) getting online, wishing I had something to blog about, running a bit, and then trying to sleep and having not a shred of luck doing so, managing to grab a few hours in before I am again woken up by mother's voice....

I hate this. I have TRIED AND TRIED to get a job, it's not working, I'm trying to figure out get rid of all this crap of my mom's but I'm not having any luck with it either. The only thing that I'm doing that is semi-constant, is running... my brother recently "hired" a coach to help him run, but I honestly think that if I hired a coach it'd have to bee this guy:

That is.. if you saw that movie...

So yeah, nothing is going on, someone asked me, "What do you do for fun?"
My reply? "Nothing..."
It's sad because it's the truth...
I have no friends within 600 miles... what do you expect my answer to be?

I just want to go to my college... but I can't until I have some money, just to send in for the application fee..

It would be nice if I could just get on here and whine about my problems all day, but I know that not only does nobody care, but I can't even say anything without offending or upsetting someone... then again, who even reads this piece of shit blog anyway?

Laurel